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Moving out sale.
Monday, November 9, 2009 at 11:46 PM
Moving outta here. But there's nothing to sell. Haha!Wanna buy something? Head down to AmeLene! :D
okay anw, I'm moving to http://letspretendpretend.blogspot.com/.
Hope not to see you there :)
I'll miss this space! But I'll love the new space more! :D
♥Storms make trees take deeper roots
Damn long.
Thursday, November 5, 2009 at 2:36 PM
It's been damn long since I've blogged.Blogging is somehow stupid sometimes. Becos you can't write EVERYTHING anw.
But oh well, I shall write some stuffs.
So I went back to msia that time (forgot which time) and spent a couple of days with ahma. Couple of too short days. I had super good food in that few short days. All thanks to my ahma who loves me the most and knows me the best. I need more dosage of ahma gosh!!!
After I came back it was babyDon's bdae! :D Got him a pink headphone tgt w other stuffs and 17 cards. WAHA :D he read like fuck that day. wahahahhaha. I love the pink headphone! :D but whenever I wanna borrow it baby would nag and nag and nag about how to care for it. IRRITATING! so i've decided to leave it alone, period.
the monday after baby's bdae i stayed over at his place. weehee my first stayover! :D
i had too much fun with him i didnt sleep the whole night! i wanted to sleep but he irritated me soooo much with his singing, his kicking, lol all the nonsense he always has! in the end he fell alseep before me and i didnt sleep at all. ... the next morning i was feeling too cranky and i just gave him shit attitude. haha sorry luh baby.
went to chalet the next day to celebrate the oct babies bdaes but didnt stay over.
forgot what we did the next few days but i rmb there's one night where baby's dad thought i was staying over again and told me to wake baby up for sch. i was like uh? okay.. haha. i told baby what his dad said and he was like "oh so now license taken alrdy uh" i asked him what license he talking about and he said license for suka suka stayover. hahaha. his parents dont really like other ppl staying over at his place actually.. well i'm honoured! :DD
so sch started. it's the 3rd week of sch alrdy. modules this semester are soo fun! too fun actually i can't really catch up lol. there's actually art lessons leh. lol.
there's also a play module where we learn how children grow through play and we play too. haha so fun right! :D
talking abt children, Jaxin's growing so fast now!!! she's soooo super smart! :D
the other day i just taught her how to shake hands. haha :D
she's sooo super cute gosh.
and baby's good for shopping with man. i was shopping for some clothes to wear to my cousin's wedding last last week and woah, he actually walked around the whole f21 searching for clothes for me. never seen a guy like this before hahaha. so now he's officially my fashion consultant. oh i changed my hair color to black too. it's actually under instructions by my personal fashion consultant. haha! and he bought me this red dress this other day. flowers again! lol.. i didnt really like it but baby say it looks good on me so oh well, i shall listen to him then. haha :D
okay i totally need to rush off now. anw, sch's great, baby's great, friends are great, life is fantastic! :D
bye! :)))
having you is like having everything i can ever imagine in this world.
life's great because you make it great. i love you :)
and oh yes, every single relationship is different. it's true.
♥Storms make trees take deeper roots
Wednesday, October 14, 2009 at 12:38 AM
I've gained weight! :D:D:D(and fats and a little muscles)
more updates to come :)
♥Storms make trees take deeper roots
Put your hands up!
Monday, October 5, 2009 at 10:11 PM
Hello world! Hello friends! Hello family!Hello my boy ;)
I'm at my home in msia now and I'm using my uncle's lappy haha.
He has some mobile internet thing. I wanted to go to the lan shop but aiyah, lazy. haha.
So I'm pretty much enjoying my life now wheeeeeee!!
I get served dinner without having to do anything man. Ya luh like wtf make my grandmother cook right. But she loves to cook! And she demands on cooking for me.
Today's lunch was fried rice w green bean+sweet potatoes+barley soup.
SHIOK!
I took peektures! Will upload when I'm back ;)
Went shopping today. Alone. lol.
bought lots of stuffs! makeup, shoes, clothes, food, bag.
I carried 3 big bags of stuffs and looked like a fool. lol.
I got this really cute pair of slippers. Like reaaallly cute. White w bows. :DD
Gosh I love my ahma's cooking sooooo damn much!!!
Damn effing nice really!!! I enjoy staying here alone man. Nobody to disturb me. want to do what then do what. But bad thing is i miss baby so much!!! :((
He called me last night to chat though. Damn i miss him :(
He say he's gonna fetch me from woodlands checkpoint on thursday morning so he can see me straight away. haha damn awww right.
Really must thank Buddha for placing such an awesome guy in my life.
He's really like the best thing in my life now cos he's my bf and super best friend. Last night i was telling him we talk like girls gossiping like that. haha. Don's really my best friend in the whole world. (and the best best thing is that he's also my bf so i am allowed to hug and kiss him! hehe! :D)
I'm waiting for baby to reach home and call call me again! Wonder what feast I'm gonna have tmr haha! :D
and when i go back i'm gonna be soooo busy!!!
bake, bdae, photoshoot, chalet, work. woooo.
but as long as i have baby, everything's gonna be alrighto :D
I love you Mafia! <333333
♥Storms make trees take deeper roots
The day baby bought me a dress
Saturday, October 3, 2009 at 6:12 PM
Yes baby bought me a beautiful beautiful bohemian maxi dress!Freaking 55bucks ccb! I wouldn't spend that kind of money myself luh. But it's so prettaye..
Then baby bought it for me wahahaha :DDD super happy!!
we were on the escalator when i saw the maxi dresses then i say eh baby we go buy one dress now then i change out of this luh. (i was wearing my mini pink dress, too short really)
so we went, then i saw the price freaking 55 then i walked off. but baby persuaded me then we walk back again lol. the person showed me this colorful one and i looked in the mirror with the dress agaisnt my body and damn, it's too pretty to resist!!
baby was soooo nice to insist on buying for me and told me to shut up and stop complaining it's too expensive. lol! so we paid and i went to the toilet immediately to change into it.
it's sooo prettaye! (too bad i couldnt snap a good picture of it :(()
baby said he like seeing me in the dress hehe. he say i look very pretty in it! haha :DDD
HUGE THANK YOU BABY! MWAAAAAKKKS! :D
and i'm planning on working at swensens with baby. i want to save money alrdy!!!
okay anw, we went to watch Shorts (in my beautiful beautiful dress). :D
the movie's so funny luh! haha. it's damn cute also. imaginative writer really.
so we went to wacoal to buy what wacoal sells lol then the paper bag very chio leh. pink color one.
so we went to wacoal to buy what wacoal sells lol then the paper bag very chio leh. pink color one.
walked to orchard rd to get dinner and walked to cityhall and then kovan and then home.
tiring day i dont know why!
OH YES! i almost missed out what baby did for me in the morning ytd! (okay luh afternoon)
i was supposed to go to his place aft preparing then he kept rushing me so i thought this idiot must be at the bus stop trying to surprise me.
how i know bloody hell i went downstairs, HE'S BLOODY AT MY VOID DECK WITH A PACKET OF HOKKIEN MEE AND GREEN TEA! (he knows i like green tea :D)
then i was so shocked when i saw him and he just laughed like an ass. ccb! he said carine blind cnt see him sitting there when she walked passed. -.-
so i ate the hokkien mee and we went off to plaza sin then aiyah, story above.
so i ate the hokkien mee and we went off to plaza sin then aiyah, story above.
been super long since baby surprised me like that haha. in fact, i cant rmb when was the last time he surprised me! hahahaha.
and bloody hell carine ytd night so good help me find thing to wear. bloody hell is got secret dont dare say luh. bloody hell.
so TODAY.
early in the morning 9 o'clock, woke up and went to baby's place.
went for his relative's wedding buffet w his family and then to hougang mall to get their stuffs.
baby and me walked around on our own aft a while and we spent the remaining hours of our time tgt debating (as usual). haha. gosh i love him so much man. he's super irritating sometimes but still, too irritating to not love. tsk.
ccb Don Don.
and oh, "remaining hours of our time tgt" cos i'm going malaysia tmr. for about 4 days? ya.
will be back next week. then soon it'll be baby's bdae then the chalet and sch reopen.
tsk. time flies.
okay i'm super tired now i needa sleep.
(and i'm alone at home :( on a rainy mooncake festival day)
I'm gonna bloody miss baby when I'm gone :(((
I'm gonna bloody miss baby when I'm gone :(((
but i needa go back to see see look look my ahma. my poor lonely ahma.
hai.
bye baby..
Please take care alright.
I love you so much Donovan..
♥Storms make trees take deeper roots
Friday, October 2, 2009 at 1:28 AM
btw, check out the Survivor, Samoa Island on chn 5 if you wanna know why my tattoo looks different from your ordinary butterflies.and i think Samoa got hit by tsunami if i'm not wrong?
Gosh, Buddha bless.
♥Storms make trees take deeper roots
I'll be a man.
at 12:01 AM
If I have a choice, I'll ask Buddha to change me into a man.I told my mum this over dinner today and she said if I were a man, Buddha would have more problems with this crazy world.
She said if I were a man I would make this world a messier place.
.....
really meh.
.....
I wanna be a man. Becos being trapped in a girl's body, there're so many things I cannot accomplish!
I don't like to be controlled or have people tell me what to do. I like to take charge instead.
But being a girl, I can't really do that all the time cos the guys will be saying I'm "very act".
I don't really get it sometimes. Why do men think that they are always right?
Why do men feel that women have to be gentle and stay at home and cook instead of having a better career than them?
Why can't women be LOUDER than men?
I'm sure lots of women in this world feels the same as me and some even fight for their own rights. But obviously, I can't.
Take my own boy for example. He told me he doesn't like "career women". He thinks that they are "no meaning" people. But what I wanna acheieve in life is to be able to fall back on myself at all times because people around me have shown that they cannot protect me or provide for me. So I have to be independent. I want to accomplish the stage where next time if my husband is not doing well, I still can support the family by myself. At least we wont all go hungry tgt. At least I still can bring in the bread for the family!
Sadly, most men wont want this to ever happen.
Why can't men just accept that sometimes they really should follow a women's ideas and not feel that their pride is gone or whatsoever?
Not all women wanna win men. Actually most women don't wanna win men. They just wanna show that they have every equal right to fight with a man and that their ideas are logical too.
And btw, to all men in the world (esp those who cannot take it that their other half is more successful than them or thinks that women are incapable or that women are always "below" them), THE PEOPLE WHO BROUGHT YOU ALL INTO THIS WORLD ARE WOMEN.
All men go through the experience where they live and depend totally on women for 9 months.
(i'm not talking abt those lab babies okay or whatever weird medical science)
I really hope that my husband would accept that I can never be a typical housewife who stays at home all day and let him bark at me like fuck.
If I have to change myself to be those "huang lian po" for my bf or husband, I'd rather they kiss my shoe and say goodbye.
Everyone has ideas of their own. Be it men or women. So women have the rights to be heard, understood, followed, respected, too.
There're no such thing as there can only be one powerful figure at home. Usually it's the father of the family luh. But what if the mother appears to be better at making decisions? Shouldn't she be respected too? And who says if the mother is more outstanding then the father is a wimp?
I always believe in co-existing. Why only can either be the man or the woman? Both also can what! Hello, equal rights okay.
Those guys who feel threatened or disgusted by strong minded women, pls hor, you guys are the real wimps.
Men and women are equal! Both men and women have the equal rights to be successful in life.
No women shall do lesser than what they are capable of just bcos their partners feel threatened.
But of cos women cannot too yaya lah. But I believe most women are not yaya abt being capable.
It's those men wimps who like to criticize capable women!
Go home and hide in the toilet and cry luh.
Wimps.
Okay I know I shouldn't be scolding ppl but tsk, I cnt stand those yaya men who think that all women shld listen to them like dogs and capable and independent women are idiots.
And oh yes! Who says capable and independent women don't need love??
All women need love. Any kind of love. Some need family kind, some need relationship kind, some need friendship kind. All women seek love in their lives.
So please hor, it does not mean that strong minded and capable women do not need love, or do not need husbands or whatsoever. Please stop being so childish.
Byebye! Thanks for reading! :DDD
I love my Donovan, more than a BF, always a BFF. ;)
(but I need a female version of BFF!!! :((()
♥Storms make trees take deeper roots
So yesterday.
Sunday, September 27, 2009 at 12:39 AM
Yesterday i caught 9 with Mafia.It's nice but lameeee not meaning. Rly no meaning.
But nice luh. baby's awesome as ever luh haha.
but sometimes he abit siao one leh. like pro only.
and he saw one girl w bandage skirt and say is my member. say i like to wear tight tight stuffs.
ya i like to wear tight tight stuffs. cos my boob small butt small so must wear tight tight if not ppl think i man. haha!
i've yet to try the nipple stickers i bought from la senza. got cute flower pattern one haha.
i love low back stuffs man. low back low back low back!
can see moi tattooooo. and not so hot some more. singapore very hot leh!
i need more low back low back low back! and more tight stuffs gosh tighter tighter!
i asked baby what i dress like. he say sometimes casual sometimes like waaah but everything short short. i think he mentioned like a bitch before. lol. wtf!
then khai asked him why charlene go hg mall also like wear major.
no luh is actually must see my mood one.. like ytd i felt like dressing up so sheer stockings from trooops.com, darkblue shorts, \m/ band tank from f21, hair ponytailed w blue scarf as ribbon and my black accessories etc. and off i went to take the bus to baby's hse. HAHA! aft that we got go out luh but not that far also. and end up baby also major w me. haha!
eh eh, i have a COOL BOYFRIEND! you all shld meet him and hang out tgt. he's really really cool.
okay so ya see my mood luh. today i'm only pink polo w shorts. like relax only. haha cos today tired luh..
but today i spent a good time at baby's place. i always love it when his mother is there. she'll talk to moi! so when baby play his music i get to talk to his mum. waha! i love to listen to baby play but his room's too hot so i need to go out to take a breather. sorry baby :(
baby walked me home at arnd 10plus and i gei kiang went to buy mcspicy and it was freaking spicy luh ccb! ate half of it and threw the rest to Mafia. and i soot finish my ice cream. super spicy luh!! and i havent been shitting for 3 days. CCB!
ACT SHIT. faster come out! act shit!
Mafia's out w his members. and he cant call call me anymore! :(
baby i feel like having baba mee but i'm too full from ice cream soda.
and i know i have a choice. but i'm choosing you still.
Donovan I choose you! (do you all watch pokemon? ;D)
♥Storms make trees take deeper roots
Mafia is my BF&BFF and he is fucking awesome.
I'm 17 but I wanna replay every moment of my life I spent with ahgong
I love my father
Most vulnerable when I'm happy & strongest when I'm sad
Those who love me rock the world \m/
I love Juicy Couture, Victoria's Secret, Barbie and anything PINK.
I like to take beautiful pictures and adore rock music \m/
Avenged Sevenfold \m/
I've found my Edward Cullen :)
Mafia fucking loves me.
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